Ah, oh my, horsey talk, I'll never shut up now!!!
My beautiful boy, Bear (kind of funny, my horse in the old days' name was Bear, and my current horse's name is Teddy!), was (is, because he is still alive) a 17.1 hh Dutch Warmblood gelding with an amazing bloodline, a gorgeous Bay--he was almost black and was the most fearless, intelligent, incredible horse. You could put the craziest obstacles in front of him and he wouldn't even hesitate. I would have trusted that horse with my life. I was aiming to take him into the Grand Prix circuit eventually, he could EASILY have begun to jump 6 feet plus the widths. I was a highly aggressive rider with soft hands who refused to beat the hell out of horses like some of the other high level riders did... discipline is one thing but the horse world can be a seriously ugly place and I always struggled with how horses are seen not as living breathing creatures but as money making machines, whether in the show world or in the racing world. It just about broke my heart to have to sell him but he would have gone insane rotting in a pasture somewhere, he needed someone on the high levels to continue to ride and show him and keep him going. I have only been able to bring myself to go visit him a couple of times because it's really really difficult for me to see him.
My current horse, who I also adore, is a 9 year old chestnut Thoroughbred named Teddy. He raced as a 2 and 3 year old, had the big Thoroughbred bloodlines, but just didn't run fast enough and so was unwanted by the owner/breeder. He is an extraordinarily talented jumper but he had a bowed tendon from his racing days so he really SHOULDN'T jump the big jumps (he doesn't jump the big ones with me, I let some of the girls at the barn jump him occasionally). I adopted him from a Thoroughbred rescue. I was there with my ex husband, not really intended to get a horse again, literally took one look at him and said "I want that one". He was completely untrained for riding, especially for a person in a chair riding him! He's about 16.1 hh or 16.2 hh. We can't figure out which one--he's basically right in the middle of that and is the biggest character ever. He's really intelligent, picks things up in an instant, and I have been told over and over he has the cutest face in the barn!
Teddy and I had to do a lot of trial and error to build up our relationship. I am stubborn and was determined to try and do everything the same way I did it before my SCI. It took me a while to realize that there are some things I can't do and I'm still kind of struggling with that. I had to have friends at the barn work with him a lot to get him trained for regular English hunter style riding and THEN I had to get him used to me being on him. At first, he HATED it. He didn't understand why my legs flopped against him, and would keep bending his head back to look at my feet! I use very little adaptive equipment to ride so this has resulted in a LOT of falls. Me and my riding coach (though I currently don't show) worked on creating some straps that we use to keep my feet in place. Other than that, I just use a regular close contact jumping (Richvale) saddle that I have put a Cashel pad on in order to prevent any skin issues when I spend a lot of time in the saddle and rely on balance to stay on. Unfortunately, he is a typical Thoroughbred and spooks at EVERYTHING. When I'm thrown down, and he decides to bolt (he's getting better at this), I can't get up and most times, someone in the arena is able to stop him for me but other times, it has resulted in nasty falls (most recently a concussion and a bruised spine).
I have actually attempted to jump him and been successful at it. I don't do it often as I can't get into two point and it's realllllly not safe for me. I just grab mane and let him do his thing. I was previously jumping 5 feet, though not consistently and I showed between 3 and 4 feet. Teddy is a HUGE jumper, he tends to rock back and fly over the jumps so even when we do a tiny little 'x' jump, it feels massive. I have successfully done 2 feet with him, it was scary as hell but I loved it. I don't know any other SCI person who jumps post-injury. Maybe if I get the saddle a little more adapted I can jump more. Not being able to get into two point position is a problem though. Also can't do a posting trot and I HATE sitting trot so I mostly just either walk or canter--occasionally let him stretch out and gallop around the arena. He has a beautiful floating gallop and I love when he really lets himself out and does the gorgeous long stride beneath me. We also ride outside a lot with friends at the barn which has helped him overcome his spooking issues.
He now responds to my voice when I say "walk", "trot", or "canter", or "halt". He also picks up his feet when I touch one of them and say "up" so I can clean out his hooves easier. The owner of the barn where I board him built a special w-chair ramp thingie/mounting block that I line Teddy up with, go up on, and pull myself onto his back. Again, this took training as he would walk away when I wasn't quite on and I'd hit the ground like a rag doll. I need someone to help me off of him usually but one of the dudes at the barn is usually around to lift me off. I'm lucky in that my barn is really easy-going, laid back and anyone is always willing to offer a helping hand. I can't tack him up without help because he's too tall (you'd think I'd have been smart and gotten a shorter horse!)
I've come to the point in the recent months where I can admit how much I miss the way I used to ride, doing the big shows, the big jumps, being all crazy. It cuts pretty deep. I've moved on and do my own thing in my own way but I miss it a lot. Even typing that out is hard for me! I'm really stubborn and don't like to admit stuff like that, heh. What I love about riding now though is how free I feel on him. Even when he's spooking. Even when I'm falling off and hitting the ground. That horse has done immeasurable things for me. And the physical benefits of riding are HUGE. My muscle mass is awesome simply because I ride almost every day, sometimes 2 hours a day. The muscles are being worked without me really knowing it and I really think it has helped me get some function back, especially hip/ab/trunk. Plus balance. When I first started riding post-SCI, it was so bizarre. It didn't feel right at all but my body--and Teddy--adjusted. Now he totally babysits me and I'm sure he knows that my body is 'different' from other riders and compensates for it. He's much less psychotic with me than he is when I let some of the other girls ride him for fun. It's kind of funny. I wouldn't recommend getting a racer Thoroughbred to anyone else with an SCI though. They're not easy! I can tell you some horror stories about some of my experiences with him. He used to be afraid of my chair when I first got him!
Here's a pic from the weekend with me and Teddy. Teddy was literally half-asleep and I am bent over kissing him on the neck. Getting back up again was ridiculous. But, as I said, he is know used to me and doesn't freak out when I'm doing weird shit on his back. As you can sort of see (sorry, it's a bad cell phone pic), I use nothing on my upper body and upper legs to keep them in place. I just use the velcro straps around my feet and stirrups which release in an emergency (with enough pressure, ie. from a fall). I will try to take some pictures of those for you next week. Just use regular stirrup irons.
I have tons of pictures of him but they are all bigger than the 200k limit. I even have some movies of him--some of me free running him in the arena and some of him cribbing. He's a cribber unfortunately.
Told ya I could talk forever about horses!
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