Because my injury started in 1984 from an RTA they maintain that my current state, L4 L5 complete para isn't a fresh injury, So they won't see me any sooner. Yeh Right, suppose the two ops in 2001 when It herniated didn't leave scaring on the spinal cord either .
All I know is that the appointment can't be bought forward / altered in anyway because the consutant has cleared the rest of his appointment for that day to spend it all with me. Should I be honoured, gratefull?
They say the first eight weeks are crutial to regain any function, well thats been and gone and no inprovements sofar. I want to start and move forward, get the car altered to hand controls, get some damm physio on my legs, get some gym work on upper body. But NO NO NO. Wait till you've been to Sheffield is all I have heard since 6th august.
I am so fed up of spending a max of 6 hrs in my chair,(then its to uncomfortable on base of spine) and the rest of the day on the settee, legs raised trying to get my now badly swollen-purple feet looking something like 'normal' .
I can't stray to far from a toilet, cause I have no bowel control, district nurse wants me to use a persteen pump, but can't get me one till---Ive been to sheffield.
Keep having bad UTI's, bladder spasms, catheter problems but can't get see a urologist till.....been to bloody sheffield. Three weeks ago when cath had to be changed, I had three district nurses in tears, who thought they were hurting me when bladder spasmed and locked tight on the cath half way out. Right leg joined in the fun and spasmed too, followed by the right side muscles in the spine and back, severely twisting my spine, causing alot of pain! I didn't know if to laugh - cry - scream . Ambulance arrived at home, the crew had to tie my legs down onto the evac chair cause they couldn't get me throught the door with my leg ridged, and spent 7 hrs in hospital till bladder released the catheter, and a new one put in !
Through all of this,I am expected to just hang around, twiddle my thumbs, smile and keep waiting till I have been to Sheffield.
To top it all off, I've sprained my right wrist, so even moving my chair from room to room, and transfering is bloody painfull and difficult ! LOL
Is it just me being synical, or has anyone else had to fight - push -shout and scream to get anywhere?
Is this a typical experience ?
