since my last post iwas going crazy with the tons of sensations this feeling that feeling.. but i guess its true sometime what the say...its all mentall i never really understood y all of sunden i was having more pain..i guess i was at a point were there are no longer any burriors in my way so i put them there to not move forward but after 17 th of this month it kinda hit more than before t hat god has a purpose and its not up to me its up to god and i could climb on board an stop the dwelling and see what life trully is: A gift and just cuz it seems unfair or fair that life its about being able to roll with what god has laid aupond to and weather ur going believe and go forward with god...or u could see life as dr ak n grey with th e devils control keeping u were u feel stuck and that what was happing to me but now i go an say aw if i could just get dressed by myself..next thing u know ur picking out ur best shirt.. calling family , friends looking at ur children seeing wat gifts they are ... so i feel very blessed n happy for life
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The Year 09
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, Aug 26 2009 04:53 PM
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Posted 26 August 2009 - 05:07 PM
Thanks for posting Daniel. For awhile after my accident I struggled with wanting to die and asking why God let me live through the accident if my life was just going to suck. Then it came to me one day that God let me live because he wanted me to LIVE, not because he wanted me to sit around and refuse to do anything because my problems were so horrible. Yes, for someone as independent as I am, having to ask for help with so many things is really difficult, but maybe God gave this to me because he wanted me to learn that other people are trustworthy and won't reject me if I ask for help, or even if they do, it says more about who they are than who I am. God knows exactly how strong we are and he doesn't give us heavier burdens than we can carry. Thanks for sharing your struggle, it's good to know that other people have been through it too.
Then will the lame leap like a deer, and the mute tongue shout for joy. Water will gush forth in the wilderness and streams in the desert. Isaiah 35: 5-6
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Posted 26 August 2009 - 05:31 PM
Way to go! 
Keep on keepin' on!
Keep on keepin' on!
"Think for yourselves and let others enjoy the privilege to do so, too." - Voltaire
"If people are good only because they fear punishment, and hope for a reward, then we are a sorry lot indeed." - Albert Einstein
"If people are good only because they fear punishment, and hope for a reward, then we are a sorry lot indeed." - Albert Einstein
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