Angela250153, on 05 August 2010 - 02:47 PM, said:
Hi pinkcloud
I had a laminectomy for a T10/11 decompression 4 years ago and an L5/S1 one year later. The thing that sticks most in my mind is that on the morning of my first op was the last time I stood unaided in the shower albait with considerable balance problems. After the op my balance was completely gone and I could not stand anymore.
I had intensive physio in rehab to learn to walk again and now I can only walk a short distance with crutches. I have very odd sensation below the hips like on my left leg I can feel temperature but not in my right. On my L5/S1 op the herniated disc had pressed on one of the sciatic nerve roots and has damaged it to the extent that I have a lot of pain down my right leg and have also developed a skin sensitivity which means that my clothes rubbing against my leg causes a burning pain and has a negative effect on my mobility.
I have had some great support from family and friends, but in time some of it has waned. you are seen to be walking but people don't appreciate how hard it is. Also I started to feel like I was holding people back because I just can't participate easily in things. Going out anywhere is tricky because I can't always go to places they want to go to and for me there is always the question of where the nearest loo is. Even though I can now use a catheder when needed I don't like to use them too often.
Hi Angela
My physio says that my trouble with walking is not so much muscles, as it is my brain sending wrong signals so that I have trouble with balance. What you said about having balance problems struck a familiar cord to me. When I am tired and I walk it looks like I am drunk and its easy to trip over. I dont know if its like that for you too?
The leg tempreture issues you have got going on is something to do with the cord damage. Theres a peice written about it on the website here - I'll go and find it and post it on this thread so you can go and have a read.
My skin also is sensitive in areas and so is my toe on my left side - for example on day I put on a toe ring (jewellery) and it felt like my toe was being cut off. Me surgeon said its to do with autonmoic dysflexia. It sounds awful that just clothing sends you with a burning pain agnony. Whow you really do have great sensitivity - to get that pain even by wearing clothes sounds horrific. SCI is awful but to have it to the extent that it even determines what clothes you wear is so sad for me to hear.
With regards to the ability to go out and about I feel that too. To go out of my little village town means I need my son or a friend with me. Its like being a child again for me and having to rely on when others want to go out. Its very restricting, and I understand what your saying, that to go out with others we have to 'put a brave face on, grin and bear the pain it causes for us to keep up the pace'. Its hard work keeping a brave face on things all of the time ist it? Sometimes its nice if we could just say ' hey do you fancy coming out with me today? It will mean we walk at a snails pace, have to rush to the toilet somehow when our bladder calls and I really would like you to hold my hand and deep breathe with me when pain strikes'. To an abled bodied person that invitation may sound un-inviting sometimes

. To a fellow SCI it sounds just perfect

. And thats how I find this website - we dont have to be brave all of the time.