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Hey aainme I get that too with the bladder - i just dont feel when I need to go. Again I accepted it and now I just get on with it.The danger with me is that i could wait ten hours to use the toilet and then it dosnt want to come out yet of course stabbing in the feet and what i am told is ad (banging headache, spasms, sweating etc happens and then I do feel in trouble, I awake to it every morning) brings me not to do this except of course at night time.
Never ever leave the bladder for more than four hours is what the consultant told me. As this is dangerous. When you use the bladder - empty, and put on a tap, the tap of running water will send messages to the brain - then you may find more comes out. Now this at first caused a problem as when I visited a friend and she had a fish tank, man I felt like i needed to go to the toilet all the time and i didnt. I had to leave the room lol. The same as when the shower was running - pop off goes me brain and i had to sit on the toilet. I was meant to use a catheter and i dont. And neither do i now get utis. I hate catheters and this is what pushed me to re-train my bladder. Its possible if you find a way how. If the body is capable - I am not pretending it will help every one but its something that works for me.
Me ultimate goal is to be able to drive and lead a normal life and go to work. I am just getting to terms with this life at home and am getting comfortable. To work as well as look after children, a home....etc whow that seems overwhelming. And a step yet I am not ready to take,,,,,,however, i now see its possible one day.
Try and get the medication sorted. Lyrica, Diclofenac and panadol ( not normal paracetamol) works so great - espeically the panadol or paracetamol for nerve pain which I have to take every four hours. I can tell the time by my medication. Spasms - i just deep breath thorough them. I feel them spasms pulsing in me back and legs when i am sitting down. And thats very bearable. If someone asked me to sit in a computer chair for more than an hour i would pass out from the pain. I dropped the baclofen as it was knocking me about and yes it was nice but it also bought on other spasms. I have not touched the morpMhine patches yet.
Keep strong aainme, I know this sounds mad but I am not so scared of whats happening no more. I have control as long as I listen to me body. And I accept this is what I have to cope with as me body heals, me bodys confused, sends wrong messages yet its tyring its best to heal and work. And for the first time ever, I have got me head around this and am grateful for all the pains as it means i am getting better in some way. I may need to change mind tactics in time to come and thats ok, I will when the time arrives...try and find something that you can do and push push push on thorough at your own pace. If I had not had the mental courage to sit there sobbing as my physio massaged the spine area, took the courage to start using the left side..... I would still be where I was when I joined the forum. Until then emotional support for you here in lots. And thats a great place to start.
If you managed to read thorough all this I am very surprised yet I felt all of this was important stuff to cover.
Hugs to you
Me hearts with you so much. I understand completely what it is you are going thorough and thank you for sharing.
This post has been edited by pinkcloud: 05 October 2010 - 11:19 AM