I was told my hold up is that they don't know how long I will need it cause my injury is a rare one.
I went to my neuro doc who agian said we hope to see recovery, then was told it would take me a long time to see any returns. I asked how long is a long time? Response was at least a year.
I asked my neuro doc what is the best, worst, and inbetween scenerios. I was told no return at all, all return and somewhere inbetween. If that is the case then why can I not plan for the worst and hope for the best.
The workers comp insurance acts as if I am wanting this chair for some twisted reason other than need. I told the adjuster if I could walk do you think I'd be in this chair. It'd be really hard to fake a SCI and why the heck would I want to.
I asked my family if I could move back home to be closer but didn't want any special treatment. They have already had a family meeting of what will be done what they will buy and how it will work for me. I am upset cause this isn't what I wanted.
I guess I am just fed up with everyones responses to me.
- you'll get better just wait
- were just doing whats best for you
- you don't need a car right now we will help you get where your going
- we just care for you (while they are smothering me)
I was very indipendent before and just want to get back there as soon as I can. I'm not thinking grim but am going by what I can do now.
I feel everyones waiting on some huge change while I'm sitting at home twidling my thumbs.
thanks everyone for letting me vent, I know negitivity is not a good thing but I needed a out. So thanks for giving me a place I can do that.
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