Captain Pike, on Feb 7 2007, 04:26 PM, said:
I am so happy for you Jodie, this is the kind of thing we almost dare not hope for...
But tell you the truth, the first thing that darted to my mind was very much like Jealousy! Isn't that awful?
Wiggle one for me, will you?
I remember right after i got hurt and being in the hospital and therapy.Me and this girl not only were both a C/6 incomplete that had feeling,we both arrived the same day into the rehab area.We became friends quite quickly and spent alot of time talking.
Then about 3 weeks into rehab/therapy,she noticed that she could wiggle a toe.It seemed like nearly every day from then on something else moved for her,to the point that she eventually was standing and taking a few steps by the time i left therapy.
The whole time this went on i couldn't help but feel a mix of being so happy for my friend and jealous.I tried to force away that jealous feel,but i guess you can only fight human nature so much.Eventually i was able to shed myself of it and just be happy for her,but it took time.Being around the vent quads made me realize that while my situation sucked ass,it could be worse.
We talked about that briefly and she said she sensed an awkwardness a bit with everyone in rehab because she was the only one looking like she'd recover almost fully.I wish i remembered her name and could find out how she's doing.