I Think I'll Walk What do you think
#1
Posted 20 October 2007 - 07:29 AM
I am 26. I am a T6 Incomplete. My car accident happened 5 months ago (May) and so far I am able to stand and use a walker, altho it isn't a natural flow walk (because of spasms) I can stand on my 2 feet with effy balance. I can feel touch- if I pull hair from my legs I can feel it, I can not feel temp yet, but I think in the more sensitive areas (behind my thighs) cold and heat cause a strange ''sensation"
This is all new to me, I went from a very active social life, to being indoors, working out, trying to make a come back. I dont think i'll ever walk the same, but I hope I can atleast be upright.
What do you all think? Do I have a chance?
It is a bit too soon, but I have been also looking into a research center in Mexico (Cali doctors) that have been using shark embryos. If all else fails after the 1 year mark, I am thinking about 'trying' a more drastic measure, if that doesn't work, I will probably cry for weeks, but I will continue to live.
I met a very cool young man while I was in the hosp, who is an incomplete para. He said he knew 4 indiv that went to China. 3 were complete but the worse happened.....they passed away (drs never post fatalities hmmmm) but 1 recovered, is upright, uses a cane, and all bowels have returned. Not sure I like those odds, so I am looking else where, hoping to find something.
Has anyone from this site tried any of these 'break thrus'
Or natural recovery?
I have been lurking around, and let me just say, I am highly impressed by the confidence, determination, and courage some of you display. amazing you all are!
ps. is there a way to view all posts without having to click?
#2
Posted 20 October 2007 - 07:46 PM
#3
Posted 20 October 2007 - 08:19 PM
#4
Posted 21 October 2007 - 12:26 AM
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#5
Posted 21 October 2007 - 03:08 AM
I would love to be able to walk and run again mostly to do so with my kids. When I was told I would not walk again I did not believe it I can remember laying in the hospital and willing my toes to move I was able to move my left big toe within a month and thought for sure that I would walk again well that was as close as I got to moving anything below my ankles.
I have read of some people going over seas and even met one person that did but I don't think there are really any great results yet but I still have hope that one day science will advance enough to allow me to walk again.
So since science is not on my side yet I enjoy life as much as I can I ski in the winter I ride my arm-bike and swim in the summer, my kids love me for who I am and what I can do and that is really all that matters to me.
But never give up trying to walk again if that is what you really want to due just realize that being in a chair is not a death sentence, it is whatever you make of it good and bad.
#6
Posted 21 October 2007 - 04:38 AM
I'm also sure that every one has denial at first, for some it last for a few weeks or months, some years and for others it last for ever. i did have a experimental surgery in 93, 3 years after my injury, it wasn't in another country it was here in the US. I then spent 12 months in intensive rehab, just like a job, 5 days a week, 8 hours a day. i might have gained some trunk strength and balance back after it was all said and done, but then again after 12 months of 40 hours a week of rehab, i think i would have gotten that anyway. Now i have pain from that experiment that i wouldn't have had otherwise. looking back on it, i wouldn't have had it and there is no way i would go to another country for a surgery of any sort, much less an experimental. hell there are people that go to Mexico for cheap botox injections and don"t ever come back.
#7
Posted 22 October 2007 - 03:47 AM
#8
Posted 22 October 2007 - 07:13 AM
wheeliebear75, on Oct 20 2007, 05:26 PM, said:
Im sorry to hear about that. It sounds like your PT really screwd things up. If you were swinging your legs, that means your hip flexors hadnt recovered, and they were relying on you walking with quads only. with that said, some PT's can sort you out to wear you arent throwing your back into the walk. Not sure why they decided to go such long distances with such minimal recovery. It sounds like they were under the impression it would 'fire up' on its own.
However, I wouldnt go as far as to say trying was a mistake. The fact that you tried, shows a lot of heart, you didn't just yield to the cause, you fought and fought. and that is nothing to regret....
also. Ive traveled quite a bit, infact 2 wks before my accident I had just returned from venezuela, and I can tell you, it is a myth to believe that only western countries have quality standard hosptials lol. Ive been to south east asia, south america, africa and east europe, and i can tell you from experience, that there are hosptials outside the western world that are equal to if not in some cases BETTER than some western hospitals. A lot of times you think of China and think filthy. well that depends where you go. are you going to a village or are you going to hong kong/shanghai?
when thinking about an american hospital are you thinking county or quality private? just like here, there are big differences there.
This post has been edited by Imight: 22 October 2007 - 07:20 AM
#9
Posted 22 October 2007 - 07:25 AM
wheeels, on Oct 20 2007, 08:08 PM, said:
I would love to be able to walk and run again mostly to do so with my kids. When I was told I would not walk again I did not believe it I can remember laying in the hospital and willing my toes to move I was able to move my left big toe within a month and thought for sure that I would walk again well that was as close as I got to moving anything below my ankles.
I have read of some people going over seas and even met one person that did but I don't think there are really any great results yet but I still have hope that one day science will advance enough to allow me to walk again.
So since science is not on my side yet I enjoy life as much as I can I ski in the winter I ride my arm-bike and swim in the summer, my kids love me for who I am and what I can do and that is really all that matters to me.
But never give up trying to walk again if that is what you really want to due just realize that being in a chair is not a death sentence, it is whatever you make of it good and bad.
wise words my friend...
you are lucky, you have kids and a family. cheers!!!
#10
Posted 22 October 2007 - 07:38 AM
Texaswheelz, on Oct 20 2007, 09:38 PM, said:
I know of Deniss Byrd. I wish I were a millionaire with NFL therapist and doctors. He was in the pool working out every day his first month!!!! not too mention he was a professional athlete. He went thru the best therapy in the country. It's sort of like Magic Johnson. He has HIV but you see him on 24 hour fitness comercials and he looks healthier than your average joe.
I guess I wanted to know if anyone from this site actually recovered enough to walk with perhaps a cane, leg braces, or even without support?
I remember being at Rancho Los Amigos Facitliy (top 3 in the U.S) and one man went from a quad to leg brace walking in just 4 months. One thing that stood out about the guy was his attitude. Ill never forget him. He was convinced he would walk. After about a month he started moving his big toe, he told me he'd just sit there in the dark, moving his big toe until he'd fall asleep, when he'd accidentally wake up, he'd do the same until he fell asleep. week later he started firing his quads, did the same thing with his quads every night--He'd be sitting there firing everything he could every few min i saw him. he was a tough cookie.
Wish I could have swapped contacts with him. He was very encouraging.
#11
Posted 22 October 2007 - 02:15 PM
Imight, on Oct 20 2007, 08:29 AM, said:
It is a bit too soon, but I have been also looking into a research center in Mexico (Cali doctors) that have been using shark embryos. If all else fails after the 1 year mark, I am thinking about 'trying' a more drastic measure, if that doesn't work, I will probably cry for weeks, but I will continue to live.
I have been lurking around, and let me just say, I am highly impressed by the confidence, determination, and courage some of you display. amazing you all are!
ps. is there a way to view all posts without having to click?
If I was you I would wait awhile. Maybe science may never catch up or it will with a breakthrough, but I think you have to calm down first. We all have had our highs and lows, but we have also somehow learnt to cope with them. It is positive you are searching for alternatives, but to play russian roulette with your already injured body IMO is asking for trouble.
We all have a chance but when is the ask always. I did in the beginning but soon learnt patience and working with the little that has come back far more beneficial and rewarding. Listen to the advice of a neuro-surgeon and then from a recommended physiotherapist, is all the answer I can give you.
I was quite disheartened when I heard, @if after 6 months, nothing or something comes back, then that is all...." Well in these last five years little by little is coming back and with the help of a bio-kineticist and a bit of Pilates and swimming I'm sure I will have recovery. BUT I am not manic about it. Hope this helps
munoz89, on Oct 20 2007, 09:19 PM, said:
Hi Juan see my answer to imight. This might help you. Just keep on trying whatever you can and have loads of patience.
#12
Posted 22 October 2007 - 02:31 PM
I am now in my fifth year and all I can add, is that bit by bit, little movements, sensations, small pains, are returning. If I had got stuck on the usual rhetoric, "if after 6 months, then....", which I nearly did, I probably would also sit like wheeliebear and cry and be miserable. However, I had a wonderful physiotherapist, who encouraged every little bit of progress. Gradually I could "walk" with crutches, however I still need help with standing. I cannot do anything without being helped to a standing position. I have regained balance, as well as weight, can do bicycle in gym with help, etc, etc.
I do fervently believe in 90% recovery eventually, but have to keep on working at it, and also I think most important going to a neuro-surgeon every 2 years, just to see what nerves have recovered somewhat. They really are our best guidelines.
I do not, however, get depressed anymore if it is all to slow, or nothing yet... I have learnt patience and in God's time (eeuh I know some of you don't want to hear this, but...) it will happen. But keep positive about everything.
As for a physical relationship, as I reported months ago, I have to get hold of my Occupational Therapist from Cape Town, South Africa, for a copy or name to order, of the tape that was shown to us for "a sexual life after paralysis". She at the moment is on a sabbatical, but as soon as I hear from her, I will let you all know. My husband said at the time that this video AB couples should also look at and learn from, as it is very informative and descriptive, without being "porn-ish", and done utterly tastefully. We have no problems there either. I am with an indwelling catheter as well.
So I hope this helps somewhat. That is what Apparelyzed is for. To air our frustrations, anxiety's down days, you name it. I only wish I had found this site a whole lot sooner.
Ciao
#13
Posted 22 October 2007 - 02:42 PM
Imight, on Oct 22 2007, 02:38 AM, said:
I guess I wanted to know if anyone from this site actually recovered enough to walk with perhaps a cane, leg braces, or even without support?
Of course he was loaded and had a lot of money at his disposal, but money can't buy nerves back, or Christopher Reeves would still be around. i was using to point out that yes it can happen, but it is different for everyone. You can do therapy 15 hrs a day, 7 days a week for years and get nothing back if there isn't anything to get back.
This post has been edited by Texaswheelz: 22 October 2007 - 02:43 PM
#14
Posted 22 October 2007 - 05:53 PM
I am a L2 incomplete i was in a horrible car crash 6 months ago and i have made wonderful prgress since then. I can walk on my own but the only thing stopping me from walking long distance like the mall or school is my knee is still week and hyperextenes back so it gets harder to walk to more tired i get.
I still see progress everyday even if its just something simple but i have faith in you and dont give up! I wish i could say the same for my friend that was in the accident with me, the doctors are pretty sure she will never walk again! But i will never give up hope on her!
I have hope for all of you!
#15
Posted 22 October 2007 - 09:12 PM
That's a tough experience for you and your friend.
Sounds like you're progressing well.
Keep in mind that in the end it's the quality of life that counts.
Although I cannot move and I have to speak through a computer, in my mind I am free.
#16
Posted 22 October 2007 - 10:38 PM
I'm still in outpatient physical therapy, and next week I will see my physiatrist. Hopefully she will tell me that she will allow walking in leg-braces now.
I think I will be able to walk short distances with leg braces, perhaps more.
I am very wary about surgery to improve my condition. I could easily see things getting worse, and I'm fairly satisfied with my situation right now. My bowel is under control, my bladder control is improving (to the point where I wonder what it would be like to stop taking my oxybutynin) so that I hardly wet myself much anymore. I've been doing what I imagine to be Kegel's exercises.
I'm lucky to have some degree of sensation and movement pretty much everywhere in my body. Even if it isn't much, it reminds me that I still have legs.
#17
Posted 23 October 2007 - 12:18 AM
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This is all new to me, I went from a very active social life, to being indoors, working out, trying to make a come back. I dont think i'll ever walk the same, but I hope I can atleast be upright.
What do you all think? Do I have a chance?
Hi Imight
Firstly you should keep saying 'you will walk' and believe in yourself not what others tell you such as Doctors etc.
I was in hospital for 11 1/2 months and was told time and time again I would never walk but I never gave up, I fought tooth and nail with the Dr's and phisio’s until they let me stand, from then on I did phisio all day and all night until I dropped and then got up and did it all again. I walked out the hospital at the amazement of the Doctors and using just one crutch and have never been back. I do now use a chair most of the time but I had 30 good years of walking.
The thing is Imight, if you don’t try you will never know and all you will loose is hard graft. I'm not saying you will do it and not saying you wont but you stand a dam better chance of reaching your goal if you believe in yourself and give it your all. If you fail, you can at least say you gave it your best shot.
Good luck.
#18
Posted 23 October 2007 - 01:24 AM
#19
Posted 25 October 2007 - 12:08 AM
Three years of busting my ass. Working myself till what I had was screwed up from the strain.
Listening to people tell me how proud they were of me for trying so hard. Hearing all the amazing stories of how you can do it if you "really" try.
Bulls***!!! If it's coming back, it's coming back. If it's not it's not.
Keep working out, cause you'll need all you have to do the things you need or want to do.
Never give up hope. Just decide what it is you hope. Life can be good, standing or sitting.
Don't forget to enjoy it.
ed
#20
Posted 25 October 2007 - 01:18 AM
PS sorry if my 1st post came across too brazen or anything. I just knew it would have taken someone being point blank with me and not holding back any punches........sorry if I was incorrect, did an "ass-u-me" thing or anything.
*Wheelchairs are made of a special ocular magnetic alloy......they're "eyeball magnets".*
*I USE a wheelchair, that does NOT make ME a wheelchair!*
#21 *lonely_para_girl*
Posted 01 November 2007 - 09:25 AM
well i did when i was in hospital that time...but i really did'nt have much problem to accept this spinal cord injury at all...because when i was small i see all sorts of things happening around i think i'm kind of well prepared then...but thinking walking again it's maybe possible for me because it has'nt even been a year with the spinal cord injury i think i'm most likely to walk again some day......
#22
Posted 01 November 2007 - 09:55 AM
#23
Posted 02 November 2007 - 04:30 PM
During my stay as an inpatient I was able to regain trunk balance and limited daily functions: dressing, transfers, playing ball with grandchildren. I must say I was almost fanatical in my determination to use my legs again.
I am now finished with my outpatient therapy. I did and still do many daily hours of exercises. These are as little as lying down and firing my quads, moving my ankles or trying to lift my legs (can’t do that yet), to using braces and a walker and alternate standing and walking for up to 4 hours and day.
I think it has paid off. In June I was examined and I am now an L2. I have regained movement in my hips and have some very slight movement in my quads. I can use Loftstrand crutches with major assistance. I know this is not a viable means of transportation but it does strengthen my muscles.
What we should address is not only the ability to walk again but the benefits of standing. The act of standing and moving around is beneficial to our circulation, muscle regeneration, skin health, bowel and bladder function, and I personally feel better mentally when I stand and take a good deep breath.
#24
Posted 06 November 2007 - 10:45 AM
I've not got my heart set on walking or anyhting though...I'm not seeking soem miracle cure...and I wopuldn't want to walk with braces either...I would rather use a chair than that...
I can live a happy and fulfilled life as I am, I know that much...I have mnore impiortant things to think of than walking to be honest...
I'm 19, T5 complete, and after christmas I will have been out of hospital 2 years...not sure if any of that makes a difference...
It woudl be great if I could walk don't get me wrong...but for a start I know it's not as simple as that...even if I did get any kind of movement or sensation back I wouldn't be able to walk like I used to...or play football or anyhting like I used to...and it woudl be a long hard journey to anyhting near normal function...anyways as it is I'm pretty damn complete...
If I did have one wish...it wouldn't be to walk again lets put it that way...
I wouldn't mind a bit of leg movement to help with bumming up stairs and floor to chair though
This post has been edited by ryan08/06/88: 06 November 2007 - 10:46 AM
#25
Posted 28 December 2007 - 09:37 PM
Initially I could move one of my legs, but after surgery I was completely paralyzed from the waiste down. I was told right away that I was never going to walk again. I refused to beleive the doctors and kept on trying to fire my muscles. One doc kept coming back daily to shove a finger up my behind to see if I could squeeze my sphincter shut. I guess that is the first sign of whether I was complete or not. Eventually i gained some slight movement in that area, and after that I was determined to walk again. All this took place in a government hospital in Bangkok, Thailand.
After a month I was shipped back to the US for rehab at the UW medical center in Seattle, WA. Supposed to be the number one hospital based rehab program in the USA. They also did not beleive that I would be walking as soon as it turned out I could. Nevertheless, they whipped my butt back into shape with rigorous excercise program and long periods of standing in a standing-frame device.
by the end of my 4 week stay as an inpatient I was walking with AFO leg braces and a walker.
Its been 2 weeks now since I was discharged and I am walking quite well around the house, but I have not yet braved the outdoors. I am confident that I will be fully recovered before 1 year has passed. Im not sure why I have recovered so fast, but I do exercize and stretch daily for about 1 hour sometimes more. I also kept an extremely positive attitude and cut out all doubt of failure from my mind. I chanted Nam Myoho renge Kyo, a buddhist mantra known to inspire miracles, everyday with faith and ferver.
I would like to say never give up to all who still have hope. I would still be happy if I could never walk again, I would soimply have fostered a diferent attitude. I met a guy who broke his neck at C5 and walked again after 3 years, he gets around with a cane or even nothing just fine. Only his limp wrist tells of his prior injury.
I tried dancing today and man it felt great. I still cannot get the full range of motion in all of my leg muscles. My hip flexors ar still one of the most difficult for me at the time. Walking again is very possible, dont give up.
#26
Posted 29 December 2007 - 12:59 AM
jaredyoung, on Dec 28 2007, 03:37 PM, said:
Initially I could move one of my legs, but after surgery I was completely paralyzed from the waiste down. I was told right away that I was never going to walk again. I refused to beleive the doctors and kept on trying to fire my muscles. One doc kept coming back daily to shove a finger up my behind to see if I could squeeze my sphincter shut. I guess that is the first sign of whether I was complete or not. Eventually i gained some slight movement in that area, and after that I was determined to walk again. All this took place in a government hospital in Bangkok, Thailand.
After a month I was shipped back to the US for rehab at the UW medical center in Seattle, WA. Supposed to be the number one hospital based rehab program in the USA. They also did not beleive that I would be walking as soon as it turned out I could. Nevertheless, they whipped my butt back into shape with rigorous excercise program and long periods of standing in a standing-frame device.
by the end of my 4 week stay as an inpatient I was walking with AFO leg braces and a walker.
Its been 2 weeks now since I was discharged and I am walking quite well around the house, but I have not yet braved the outdoors. I am confident that I will be fully recovered before 1 year has passed. Im not sure why I have recovered so fast, but I do exercize and stretch daily for about 1 hour sometimes more. I also kept an extremely positive attitude and cut out all doubt of failure from my mind. I chanted Nam Myoho renge Kyo, a buddhist mantra known to inspire miracles, everyday with faith and ferver.
I would like to say never give up to all who still have hope. I would still be happy if I could never walk again, I would soimply have fostered a diferent attitude. I met a guy who broke his neck at C5 and walked again after 3 years, he gets around with a cane or even nothing just fine. Only his limp wrist tells of his prior injury.
I tried dancing today and man it felt great. I still cannot get the full range of motion in all of my leg muscles. My hip flexors ar still one of the most difficult for me at the time. Walking again is very possible, dont give up.
Wow,You go boy! Sounds like God has a path for you. Your making excellent progress. Keep up the hard work Lisa
#27
Posted 29 December 2007 - 01:40 AM
Elzeen, on Oct 20 2007, 01:46 PM, said:
I am T 12 for 3 years,Just got diagnosed,bowel and bladder spasms. Spasms cause my pain. Do you have pain? Your Friend Lisa[quote]
#28
Posted 29 December 2007 - 02:35 AM
Imight, on Oct 20 2007, 01:29 AM, said:
I am 26. I am a T6 Incomplete. My car accident happened 5 months ago (May) and so far I am able to stand and use a walker, altho it isn't a natural flow walk (because of spasms) I can stand on my 2 feet with effy balance. I can feel touch- if I pull hair from my legs I can feel it, I can not feel temp yet, but I think in the more sensitive areas (behind my thighs) cold and heat cause a strange ''sensation"
This is all new to me, I went from a very active social life, to being indoors, working out, trying to make a come back. I dont think i'll ever walk the same, but I hope I can atleast be upright.
What do you all think? Do I have a chance?
It is a bit too soon, but I have been also looking into a research center in Mexico (Cali doctors) that have been using shark embryos. If all else fails after the 1 year mark, I am thinking about 'trying' a more drastic measure, if that doesn't work, I will probably cry for weeks, but I will continue to live.
I met a very cool young man while I was in the hosp, who is an incomplete para. He said he knew 4 indiv that went to China. 3 were complete but the worse happened.....they passed away (drs never post fatalities hmmmm) but 1 recovered, is upright, uses a cane, and all bowels have returned. Not sure I like those odds, so I am looking else where, hoping to find something.
Has anyone from this site tried any of these 'break thrus'
Or natural recovery?
I have been lurking around, and let me just say, I am highly impressed by the confidence, determination, and courage some of you display. amazing you all are!
ps. is there a way to view all posts without having to click?
I am new on this site and this is my first reply to a post ,so here goes.
I was in a car wreck 33 years ago and completely paralyzed from the waist down.I could not feel or move anything at all from the waist down.It was like I did not exist below the waist.I was in a body cast .The MD said I would not walk again.I never even believed that I would not walk again.
Long story short, is they were wrong and I did walk.So my answer is most definitely ,I think you will totally recover based on what you have said.But, if you don't,remember it could always be worse and thank God for what you can do and there is always hope as long as you are alive.
Best wishes,
Dave Tsang

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